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Whats in a name anyway?

Mon Nov 23, 2009, 4:04 PM
Seriously whats in a journal name? I can't think of any way to make them important. But at the same time I don't want to leave it as 'untitled' because that just seems sloppy.

I had a entry all made up expressing my current sorrows and anguish with my current situation, but then my internet went and decided to slap me in the face by disconnecting before it posted, thus destroying it. I have to tell you, I am not happy right now. At the very least its drawn me from a depression to mild rage, and if I'm not careful that will build.

I don't want to be like this right now, but I haven't a clue what to do. Everything I try so far just seems to be a temporary measure, giving me but a moments rest before plunging me back into the shadows of my mind. Maybe my problem is my dwelling on my problems? Probably. But I can't find the determination to lift myself to higher grounds, or ask for the help needed to be lifted up by other means.

It'll pass in a bit, I know that, but that doesn't make it any less infuriating. It doesn't make it any less painful.

At the very least, I'll probably get some pretty good poetry done in the time it takes me to get out of my funk.

  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Dream Theater - Wither
  • Reading: Orson Scott Card - Enders Shadow
  • Watching: StarGate Continuum
  • Playing: Empire: Total War
  • Eating: Crackers and cheese
  • Drinking: Apple Juice

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My own self is a bit like a pendulum, I swing from fiery ambition with the intent of changing the world, to a sad laziness where I'd just as soon stay in bed all day. I suppose I'm not the only one.

I write my poems and my pieces, knowing full well that they will probably never be as famous as those of the various great writers. I do so because even if only one person ever reads them and enjoys them, then I've done a little to improve that one persons existence, and everyone is worth the best effort we can give, even if they don't realize it themselves.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Helping.
  • Favourite movie: Stargate Continuum
  • Favourite band or musician: Ayreon
  • Favourite genre of music: Sympohinc Metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Timothy Zahn, Orson Scott Card
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Omnitech 2GB
  • Shell of choice: Blue?
  • Wallpaper of choice: A picture of a planet.
  • Skin of choice: Seriously? What?
  • Favourite game: Empire: Total War
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer
  • Favourite cartoon character: Batman
  • Personal Quote: "Live and let Live."
  • Tools of the Trade: Fingers, my mind, and my eyes

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Comments


:iconseekingtruth:
Hey there, thanks for the comment and faves :) *looks around*

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Live within else die without.
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:iconxxnothingiseternalxx:
Thanks for the fave!

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I'll stay by your side
When the sun begins setting
Watching you fade and never forgetting
~Mayfly written by me
:icontowel-boots:
Thanks for faving! Any advice is or critique would also be greatly appreciated, if you have any.
:iconrijjka:
Hey, the piece was totally worth it.

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"March on, ioine brauelie, let us to it pell mell, If not to heaven then hand in hand to hell." -Shakespeare's Richard III
:iconmerriya:
Thank you soooo much for the favs and watch :faint: :dance:

Oh and here's the Ayreon Fan art, it decided to disappear on its own :D
:iconmerriya:
forgot to paste the link :XD:

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:iconrijjka:
Thanks for that link. Took me a bit to get to it though. >.<

I blame life.

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"March on, ioine brauelie, let us to it pell mell, If not to heaven then hand in hand to hell." -Shakespeare's Richard III

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