I had a entry all made up expressing my current sorrows and anguish with my current situation, but then my internet went and decided to slap me in the face by disconnecting before it posted, thus destroying it. I have to tell you, I am not happy right now. At the very least its drawn me from a depression to mild rage, and if I'm not careful that will build.
I don't want to be like this right now, but I haven't a clue what to do. Everything I try so far just seems to be a temporary measure, giving me but a moments rest before plunging me back into the shadows of my mind. Maybe my problem is my dwelling on my problems? Probably. But I can't find the determination to lift myself to higher grounds, or ask for the help needed to be lifted up by other means.
It'll pass in a bit, I know that, but that doesn't make it any less infuriating. It doesn't make it any less painful.
At the very least, I'll probably get some pretty good poetry done in the time it takes me to get out of my funk.





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Live within else die without.
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I'll stay by your side
When the sun begins setting
Watching you fade and never forgetting
~Mayfly written by me
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"March on, ioine brauelie, let us to it pell mell, If not to heaven then hand in hand to hell." -Shakespeare's Richard III
thank you for the
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I want to have text with you
Oh and here's the Ayreon Fan art, it decided to disappear on its own
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I blame life.
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"March on, ioine brauelie, let us to it pell mell, If not to heaven then hand in hand to hell." -Shakespeare's Richard III
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